I need this on my blog.
He’d be the first to think but not say that this is not saying much.
I AM ON A MISSION. I AM GOING TO FOLLOW EVERY BLOG ON THIS SITE. ALL OF THEM. HELP ME ACHIEVE THIS GOAL, INTERNET STRANGERS, BY REBLOGGING THIS POST AND I WILL FOLLOW ALL WHO REBLOG IT. E V E R Y O N E.
I want to call bullshit but I can’t take that chance
holy shit you’re really doing it
Team Free Will
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I love how Sam automatically knows it’s not because of him.
Anyone who can watch Dean’s reaction here and not get that something very central to him has just been referenced? And that he’s kind of surprised to find that Sammy doesn’t get it, is purely teasing him because Sammy wouldn’t say that, wouldn’t tease if he did know? You’re not watching his face.. his eyes. You’re missing a very lonely look on that face.
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pointed out to me by impalaforthree
While this exchange is ostensibly the feather in many a John Winchester apologist’s cap, watching this scene gave me chills. Look at Dean’s face very closely. Do you see anything there of happiness, gratitude, or even agreement? Honestly I can read nothing in Dean’s expressions or body language that doesn’t look to me like tightly repressed bitterness and rage, at best impassive coldness. While making these gifs I was flipping through each frame to check for errors and I was struck by how motionless Dean is, how unnaturally still he holds while Sam is talking - except for that expression he makes in the sixth gif, which looks a lot like disgust to me. He lowers his eyes away as Sam says “we could have had Max’s childhood”.
Max was beaten by his father. Does it truly look to anyone like Dean is saying to himself “yeah, good thing we had dad or we might have been beaten”? Or does his rigid face and dark eyes say “I did have Max’s childhood, and you would have too if I hadn’t protected you by making sure dad only hit me”? He looks back at the house - and perhaps into his past as well - and shadows ominously cover his face. “All things considered” he says without any enthusiasm, and for a moment his mask falls away as he gets in the car. As though he’s saying “maybe you turned out okay, but I didn’t”.
And is it just me or does Dean look like he’s been punched in the stomach in the second gif? People seem to think that he is happy and pleased by Sam saying “we were lucky to have dad”, but that just isn’t what his face looks like to me. Before he speaks, he looks… devastated. He doesn’t actually say that he’s glad Sam said that, only that he never thought he would, and his smile doesn’t look excited, only incredulous. Maybe part of him was always glad that Sam fought back against John when he couldn’t, that Sam knew John abused them. Maybe hearing Sam say that John did right by them, no matter how much Dean himself insists that’s true, took the air out of him.
Once we take this scene apart and look at it closely, it only convinces me further that John beat Dean when Sam wasn’t around and protected Sam not only from John, but from the knowledge that he was beaten.
Sadly, Dean absolutely got the crap kicked out of him and more than once. I have zero doubt about it. My parents were considered civilized for controlling us with tone of voice and choice of words- most were not so subtle back then.
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So I started this blog at the top of S9 to look for and share inspiration for the Destiel fan. On the plus side, I’ve learned so much from the Tumblr community. I hope I’ve contributed, too; I know one of my posts on the Destiel love tropes used in the show was a hit. I hope some people will remember that post, and be reassured (once again) that they’re not crazy.
On the negative side? The show itself. It’s problematic at best and embarrassing at worst. Not to mention horribly run. Just..a sad mess, not a hot mess.
So, after dipping in and dipping out of here the last few weeks and finding I’m happier out… I’m out.
Best of luck to you. Be well.
pssst dean winchester is bisexual pass it on
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Kirk ships Destiel.
this IS NOT A JOKE. IT IS NOT A DRILL. THIS IS REAL.
CAPTAIN KIRK CAPTAINS THE U.S.S. DESTIEL
I would scream right now if I were home alone
RED ALERT! RED ALERT! THIS IS NOT A DRILL. I REPEAT, THIS IS NOT A DRILL.
Spock: “Captain I believe the inhabitants of this ‘Destiel ship’ have chosen you as their leader”
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